Going Deep

Outwardly, contrary to popular belief, I seem stoic and quite grounded in my sexuality however, there's a raging fire burning jungles to the ground inside me. The kind of intimate connection I require isn't hard to accomplish yet there's something bout going deep boys have a hard time with. Most boys can bang it out as if their trauma lies between their legs desperately trying to fuck the pain away while posturing as this amazing phenomenon curing cancer with their dick. False. Don't laugh girls, you have zero room to boast or brag in this department as well. Women . . .keep holding it down ✊🏾

 

 Missing the point seems like the anthem for most boys ( if you are already getting offended, I would take a deeper look into yourself and heal that shit immediately). Yes, it's nice to fuck(one off). Yes, it's nice to have sex (appreciating someone time). Yes, it rare AF to have someone remove the stars in your name while rewriting the cosmos to fit the light you emit so that they can bask in your glory and you them, rare. There's nothing more intimate like pleasure and pain adding an entire element to "Going Deep".

 Seeing someone's soul through tears of release coupled with extreme amounts of pleasure simultaneously joined with connection built by trust has a whole ass universe to it's accolades. Kinksters have cultivated this cornerstone for quite some time however, this "language" has spread across all ages with degrees of bastardizing it's original intention after torture culture died like Elvis on the pot. My point: it isn't pleasurable anymore, nor has it been, to just fuck casually. Empty is a word. Going Deep is the only way I want to be intimate.

"Galleria de Mani": Why can't you go deep with whomever you choose to sleep with? Seems like an easy problem to solve.

Me: So glad you asked. In order to go deep there needs to be a grand amount of trust, a willing participant(someone who has done the work on themselves) to take the journey otherwise you are an energy vampire and selfishly draining the person you are sharing this moment. (If you are still triggered, I am speaking specifically to you! Get it together) 

 The connection is where we can go and are afraid to let others see our vulnerability. A majority of us have been severely hurt and are not willing to give again until the jury makes their final decision, fair. There is a part where holding back my also hold your ascension back as well. These are just thoughts. Going Deep for me is a apth that I have taken after so much heartache and pain. Resonating with this pain kept me loveless, sexless and bitter. Embracing it has gifted me the wonders I dreamt about. Seeing the transformation has opened me up to a new echelon. Happier since.

My 2¢