Dear Brook

Since we have parted I have noticed many things about myself that I do not like. Many things I have adopted from you throughout the years and its horrifying. What I would rather have adopted was your ability to not let anything get to you or concern you unless it directly effected you or the ability to not speak your mind until you logically determined the positive outcome, need that trick up my sleeve. What I would like to adopt is the ability to silence the chatter that consumes my spirit in a not so positive way which leaves me spinning out of control, everyone needs a bit of that. The 12 years we have spent together were magical and tumultuous; the kind to not repeat and learn a great deal from. I thought I was lost without you. I thought I couldn't live without you. I thought that my actions was a direct offense to you any time I open my wings to fly but your a flightless bird who has never known the joys of wind summer sprints down desert mountains rather your bliss contains the joys of sloshing through the earth enveloping its richness, just different. Many people want me to be mad at you with you and the lack but I can't. I have learned so much from you that I am grateful to have had that experience to help me shape the kind of person I've always wanted to be. Without the journey of you, I wouldn't be able to say this.
Thank you. Thank you but I am done. Thank you for trying to show me another way to live. Thank you for taking the time to love me when I didn't. Thank you for being everything I needed for the time we had but its time to move on, more than time. I hope your life is as fruitful as you would like it to be. And may you receive the healing you need to live on. Peace B Da Journey <3